The old me that is. Slowly but surly I'm rediscovering her and you know who she is? She's Mommy, yes, I'm a mommy. Boy, how I've missed it! It is way too easy to get caught up in TV or the computer. Too many distractions. Too easy for my kids to get caught up in playing games and the TV. I've slowed all that down for us all and low and behold, there was a part of me that was missing.
I'm sure one of the other parts is wife but that will be a while before I get to fully play that role. Right now it's just from a distance and I do my best. I can't wait to play that role fulltime again.
So the search is paying off. I will continue this search. It may just be an ongoing journey for me.