Sunday, August 27, 2006

Have you ever woke up one morning and as you've gone about your business, felt like you must have done something, somewhere that has upset people or made people turn away from you?

Well, Man! I've had several weeks of this! I have no idea what I've done but people just seem really different towards me. I don't know what is happening. I've tried to think back and see if I can come up with something but I keep drawing a blank.

Then I tell myself that it must just be me, that maybe I'm the acting different but I just don't see that. I don't know what it is but it is sure making me feel bad. I keep trying to forge through it and move on and just be as nice as I can as usual. That's what I'm doing when I'm around people but when I'm alone, I just find myself stewing about it!

It's driving me crazy. I know, I probably worry too much. But still... I just can't stand the thought that I may have offended someone or hurt someone or upset someone or... you get my drift.

Okay, moving on, if I can, I've got lots to do. I'm going to try to stay focused on my tasks better. (Really hard for me.) I have several little tasks I want to get done and I never stay focused enough to get any of them done so, hopefully today and this week, I will.

I was going to get started yesterday but the Youth Group at our church had a yard sale and I went up to help for a few hours and ended up staying longer. I doubt I was much help most of the time but at the end I was able to do more. When we got home I was just exhausted and sat and just vegged. By the way, our Youth made over $1700!! AWESOME!

Well, I'm going to go now and visit my regular blogs real quick that I've not had time to visit lately and then I'm off to go get started on my tasks. Have a wonderful Sunday, dear cyber friends!


  1. I know it won't do any good to tell you not to worry...but here goes.** I'm not telling you not to care about other people's feelings, but in the end their happiness isn't your responsibility.

    **Of course you know that I'm the same way. :-P

  2. hehehe, yep, I know. the funny thing is I saw some of the tonight and it was just back to normal. I don't know what's going on but I read a blog today that quoted scripture that said mind your own business and thought it really fit what is going on with me.

  3. oh I feel like that all the time, especially in blog world.
    It is because we are sensitive and want to be liked by everyone. xo