Maybe it's because DH is TDY right now and we've not been able to talk much. I'm not really sure. Maybe it's because I've been connecting with a lot of spouses and programs for spouses lately and it's just bringing it all back to me.
All I know is today has been a weird day for me and I've been a little sad and missing my DH. Tomorrow will be better. I'm going shopping with my DD and a good friend. Shopping is always good for deployment ails. lol